I woke up friday thinking this going to be a great day. It's my birthday this day is all about me. Well I was wrong. I was awake for like an hour and neither of my parents had said anything like "Happy Birthday". Finnaly I mentioned it and they both tried to cover up the fact that they had forgot by saying that they were waiting untill 12:30 when I acctually turned 17. Problem is I would be at school then and they would both be at work. So my day had already gotten a bad start. The only redeeming factor of the morning was that my older sister remembered and gave me a bagel she had fixed when I showed up at her appartment so she could carry me to school. I get to school and none of my supposed friends even said happy birthday to me. None of the teachers which I had told the day before that the next day was my birthday said anything. Then at lunch I have to force myself to keep from breaking down and killing some idiot who was insulting me. So I struggle through the rest of the day. I get home and my mom is already at work. My Grandma comes by and she too had forgotten that it was my birthday. Then I get a phone call, it was my brother in chapel hill who had remembered. (Later that night he drove home and surprised me with a gift, my sis didn't even get me a gift and neither did my parents). Now then fast foward through a few hours of my depression. Its then thatv I realise that my best friend is leaving for colege and I'm not going to see him for a while. So I call him to wish him good luck and say good by and he did happen to remember and told me happy birthday ( he had presented me with an awesome present the previous week). By the end of the day I'm really depressed. and am just now starting to get over it, I mean only three people close to me even remembered it was my birthday. well I geuss I need to get back to my quiet depression.
"I don't feel like kicking ass right now... maybe l8r" (Rokan to the lord after what he calls the forgotten birthday)
"I don't feel like kicking ass right now... maybe l8r" (Rokan to the lord after what he calls the forgotten birthday)
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